there’s this dance i do with love.
i close my eyes, soften my touch and join our hands
allowing the steady tempo to move me
                               closer to you

                                        my nerves creating melody.
                                                i open my eyes, only then
     i am in control, i am understood
       should i let go? 

` relaxing my breathing to harmonize with our tempo
i feel it. the vulnerability. the hope.
       slowly, closing my eyes
i feel the warmth of your hand hold my heart
re-writing a new rhythm
       foreign but familiar
            a duet - i somehow still know the dance to

i dig my teeth in, warning that smile
from lips you’ve silently kissed
an instrument of connection.

                          the bridge begins 
                                 the background chorus eerily hushes
            as i lose my footing
my fingers desperately cling tighter to our intertwine. 

the sharp note jarring my eyes open 
as i feel your hands disconnect
as i see you walk away quietly

the waltz
                  our song, unrequited 
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